Amanda LePore – The WOW Report

January 29, 1960– Greg Louganis:

“I guess you can tease me about being a drama queen, because that did heighten the drama.”

It takes tenacity to continue having a crush on someone for 40+ years, but here I am, still dreamy over Greg Louganis, who is still devastatingly handsome as he turns 58-years-old. He spends his mornings in spin class, followed by 90 minutes of yoga. He takes daily naps. His afternoons are devoted to his true passion, training dogs in obedience and agility. Louganis lives with his equally handsome husband, Johnny Chailott in Malibu along with their six dogs.

With Chailott and Dobbey

Louganis is simply the greatest diver in U.S. athletic history. I first took note of him when he won a silver medal in the 1976 Montreal Summer Olympics. Louganis was just 16-years-old and just a total cutie pie. It was difficult to take my eyes off him, and I began to especially look forward to his dives. He went on to win two back-to-back double Olympic gold medals and multiple world championships.

In early 1988, Louganis was diagnosed with HIV:

“We thought of HIV as a death sentence. It was six months prior to the Olympic Games, and I was like, ‘Well, I’m going to pack my bags and go home and lock myself in my house and wait to die’.”

If they had known that he was infected with HIV, Louganis would have never been allowed into Korea for the 1988 Summer Olympic Games. His doctor encouraged him that the healthiest thing would be for him to continue training. Luganis:

“The diving was much more of a positive thing to focus on. I did suffer from depression; if we had a day off, I couldn’t get out of bed. I would just pull the covers over my head. But if I had something on the calendar, I showed up. Whether that was to work out, an interview or speaking or appearances, I’d show up. I’ve long suffered from chronic depression, so even when I was younger, I didn’t think I’d see 30.”

Louganis’ greatest moments came, ironically, after his worst dive. Working hard towards another gold medal in the 1988 Summer Olympics in Seoul, Louganis attempted a very difficult Reverse Two-and-a-Half Pike Dive in the preliminary round. During that dive, he struck the board and suffered a large laceration on his pretty head. The Husband and I watched in horror as it happened, and it was shocking because Louganis was true diving perfection. We are big on the Olympic Games and The Husband had just said to me: “I just love to watch Louganis. He just pierces the water like a dart”.

Amazingly, despite having a concussion, he finished that preliminary round and repeated the dive in the finals, receiving record-setting scores that brought him another gold medal.

The accident caused a controversy over the blood he spilled after the injury, with critics acting hysterical even when it was pointed out that no other athletes were in any danger of exposure to the HIV (chlorine kills the virus). But it was 1988, an era when many people called on those with HIV to be tattooed or quarantined.

“I felt so isolated because of the secrets at that time. I was out to friends and family, and everybody in the diving world knew about my sexual identity, but very few people knew about my HIV status. I felt like I was living on an island.”

The performance at the Olympics earned him the ABC Television Sports Athlete Of The Year in 1988. Louganis has written about the embarrassment and fear that he felt after the accident:

“My first feeling was embarrassment. I was embarrassed. I was thinking: ‘How do I get out of this pool without anyone seeing me?’ It’s the Olympic Games and I’m supposed to be a pretty good diver and good divers don’t do that. But then I got angry with myself, to have allowed that to happen. And then after my coach got my head sewn up, he said, ‘Do you want to continue? I’ll support you 100 percent in whatever you decide’. I turned to him with kind of a knee-jerk reaction and said: ‘We’ve worked too long and hard to get here, and I don’t want to give up without a fight’. But when something like that happens, it just totally deflates any confidence that you have, and he did turn to me and say: ‘Look, I know you don’t believe in yourself right now, but believe in me because I believe in you’.”

“I knew I had a responsibility to tell the doctor about my HIV status as he sewed my head up.”

In 1994, Louganis announced to the world that he was gay. In his well-written memoir Breaking The Surface (1995) he confesses in detail about living in a relationship of domestic abuse and rape. His boyfriend/partner threatened to blackmail him if he ever tried to leave.

“I boxed myself into the relationship with my feelings about my HIV status. I thought: ‘who will touch me?’ But I knew that to survive, I had to get out. It was a big step for me to build the self-esteem I needed to have the confidence to leave.”

In the memoir, Louganis told the world that he was HIV positive. Afterwards, most of his corporate sponsors dropped Louganis as a client when they got the news of his status. Famous swimsuit manufacturer Speedo was the only exception and they stayed with Louganis as spokesperson and model for their swimwear until 2007. As if we didn’t love Speedo enough already, we have got to give the company props for their loyalty.

In 1996, Breaking The Surface was made into a good film for Showtime with the delicious Mario Lopez playing the lead and with Louganis narrating.

Last summer I watched the new, excellent documentary Back On Board: Greg Louganis on HBO, with Louganis speaking candidly about his complex, often difficult life.

The especially gifted actor Michael Fassbender based his movements and mannerisms for his portrayal of an advanced humanoid robot in film Prometheus (2012) on Louganis’ diving career, stating:

“Louganis was my first inspiration. I figured that I’d sort of base my physicality roughly around him, and then it kind of went from there.”

After leaving sports, Louganis has dabbled in acting. He also coaches divers of all ages and abilities. He mentored the US diving team at the 2012 London Summer Olympics. In summer 2015, Louganis was a World Games Special Olympics torch bearer in LA. He tours the country speaking about issues that affected him throughout his life: HIV, chronic depression, learning disabilitiesm and diversity (he is Samoan and Scandinavian). Louganis also has joined with other Olympians including Peggy Fleming, Caitlyn Jenner and Jackie Joyner-Kersee, talking about living with a long-term illness.

“HIV taught me not to take anything for granted. I didn’t think I would see 30, and here I am at 58.”

From BoB Films LLC via YouTube

But mostly, Louganis uses his considerable talents working with dogs, and that is just fine by me. I prefer canines to humans. He published a book, For The Life of Your Dog (2014). Louganis:

“I’m still here, and I’m married. It’s unbelievable. I never dreamed this day would be possible. People always ask ‘How are you doing? How are you doing really?’ But, my viral load is undetectable, my T-cells are higher than they’ve ever been. I do acupuncture and Eastern treatments as well.”

Last summer, Louganis went to the 2016 Summer Olympic Games in Rio as an official athlete mentor for the US swim team.

He claims that he wants to be remembered as more than an athlete:

“I want to be remembered as a strong and graceful diver, but as a person, I want to be remembered as someone who made a difference.”

Photo, BBC via YouTube

January 30, 1937– Vanessa Redgrave:

”Integrity is so perishable in the summer months of success.”

Nearly 60 years of working on stage, from A Midsummer Night’s Dream (1960) to Richard III with Ralph Fiennes (2016), Vanessa Redgrave has also enchanted and enraged in more than 80 films, honored with six Academy Award nominations, with a win for Julia in 1977; with a BAFTA, a Tony, an Olivier, a SAG, a Golden Globe, Cannes, and a pair of Emmy Awards.

Redgrave is many things to many people: actor, political activist, sister, mother, she has been proclaimed one of the “greatest living actors of our times” by both Arthur Miller and Tennessee Williams and has starred in groundbreaking stage, film, and television roles.

In 2010-11, she returned to Broadway in Driving Miss Daisy opposite James Earl Jones and, after each performance, would diligently sign each Playbill of her adoring fans of all ages. In September 2013, Redgrave once again starred opposite Jones in a production of Much Ado About Nothing at The Old Vic directed by Mark Rylance.

Then, there are the controversies. In 1977, Redgrave funded and narrated a documentary film, The Palestinian, about the situation of the Palestinians and the activities of the Palestinian Liberation Organization (PLO). That same year, in the film Julia, she starred in the title role as a woman murdered by the Nazis in the years just prior to WW II for her anti-Fascist activism. Her co-star in the film Jane Fonda, playing writer Lillian Hellman, wrote in her memoir My Life So Far (2005):

“There is a quality about Vanessa that makes me feel as if she resides in a netherworld of mystery that eludes the rest of us mortals. Her voice seems to come from some deep place that knows all suffering and all secrets. Watching her work is like seeing through layers of glass, each layer painted in mythic watercolor images, layer after layer, until it becomes dark, but even then you know you haven’t come to the bottom of it. The only other time I had experienced this with an actor was with Marlon Brando. Like Vanessa, he always seemed to be in another reality, working off some secret, magnetic, inner rhythm.”

In 1978, when Redgrave was nominated for an Academy Award for her performance in Julia, members of the Jewish Defense League (JDL) burned effigies of Redgrave and picketed the Oscar ceremony to protest against her involvement in The Palestinian.

She won the Oscar that evening, and accepting the award, Redgrave thanked Hollywood for:

“… having refused to be intimidated by the threats of a small bunch of Zionist hoodlums, whose behavior is an insult to the stature of Jews all over the world and to their great and heroic record of struggle against fascism and oppression.”

Her remarks brought on-stage, on-camera outrage from screenwriter Paddy Chayefsky, and a sparked controversy and backlash. The scandal of her awards speech and the negative press had a destructive effect on her acting opportunities that would last for years.

In 1961, Redgrave was an active member of the Committee of 100, a British anti-war group. With her brother Corin, they joined the Workers Revolutionary Party in the 1970s.

She made her American television debut as real-life concentration camp survivor Fania Fénelon in Arthur Miller’s Playing For Time (1980), winning an Emmy. The decision to cast Redgrave as Fénelon was, however, a source of great controversy. Because of Redgrave’s support for the PLO, Fénelon objected to her casting. Redgrave defended her stance saying: “the struggle against antisemitism and for the self-determination of the Palestinians form a single whole.”

In 1984, Redgrave sued the Boston Symphony Orchestra, claiming that the orchestra had fired her from a performance because of her support of the PLO. Lillian Hellman testified in court on Redgrave’s behalf. Redgrave won on a count of breach of contract but did not win on the claim that the orchestra had violated her civil rights by firing her.

In 2004, Redgrave and her brother launched the Peace and Progress Party, which campaigned against the Iraq War and for Human Rights.

Redgrave has been an outspoken critic of the war on terrorism:

“Can there be true democracy if the political leadership of the United States and Britain does not uphold the values for which my father’s generation fought the Nazis, and millions of people gave their lives against the Soviet Union’s regime. Such sacrifice was made because of democracy and what democracy meant: no torture, no camps, no detention forever or without trial. Such techniques are not just alleged against the governments of the U.S. and Britain, they have actually been written about by the FBI. I don’t think it’s being ‘far left’ to uphold the rule of law. I don’t know of a single government that abides by international human rights law, not one, including my own. In fact, they violate these laws in the most despicable and obscene ways.”

Vogue 1966, via YouTube

Okay, now the LGBTQ stuff: There is the gayness/bisexuality of her father Michael Redgrave and her first husband, director Tony Richardson. Observing their own struggles over their sexuality seems to have informed her work, particularly the projects where she has played LGBTQ characters.

She was nominated for an Academy Award for her performance as the barely repressed lesbian Olive Chancellor in the film adaptation of Henry James’ novel The Bostonians (1984). It is a beautifully controlled, suggestive performance.

There is her groundbreaking performance as transgender tennis star Renée Richards in Second Serve (1986), at a time when the struggles of transgender people were just starting to be understood, Redgrave harnessed all her immense imaginative power to portray Richards at all stages of her life with enormous empathy and sensitivity.

She plays real-life literary agent Peggy Ramsay in the biopic about gay playwright Joe Orton, Prick Up Your Ears (1987) where she slyly looks amused as she deals with the cheerful sexual promiscuity of her client Orton, played by Gary Oldman. Her acceptance of him, and her tender curiosity about his life are touching, especially for a story set in the 1960s.

In what at first seems like a bad idea, she is in a remake of What Ever Happened To Baby Jane? (1991) with her sister Lynn Radgrave. She helped make several smart changes to the original, particularly bringing Victor Buono character from the original movie out of the closet as an openly gay video clerk played by gay actor John Glover.

Redgrave appeared with her brother Corin in a production of Noël Coward’s A Song At Twilight in 1999, with a real example of her fearlessness. Playing opposite her own brother as a former lover who attempts to blackmail him about a gay affair in his past, was made even more bold because Coward was one of their father’s major lovers. Michael Redgrave spent the last night before he left to fight in WWII with Coward, which did not make her mother Rachel Kempson all that happy. Kempson knew better than most what it was like to be married to a bisexual. Michael Redgrave was one of the highest-regarded British actors of the last century, and he had been honest from the start of their marriage about his need for same-sex liaisons, experience which came in handy when Redgrave was married to her own bisexual husband, Tony Richardson.

Redgrave plays a lesbian who loses her lover and her home in the 1961 segment of If These Walls Could Talk 2 (2000), which she also produced, and which won her a second Emmy. She not only brings to life this one woman, but the lives of all LGBTQ people who have been shamed and discriminated against. There are many reasons why Redgrave should be a Gay Icon, but there is none more potent than this half hour master class in acting.

In the two-part BBC drama Man In An Orange Shirt (2017), the first part is set in the 1940s, when the starkest choices open to gay men included the prison of a straight marriage or an actual prison. Two soldiers fall in love during WW II. This was a time when being gay was illegal. After a sex filled sojourn in a secluded cottage, they end up living apart when one chooses to marry. His wife discovers the truth, and she too is condemned to spend a lifetime resenting being in a sham marriage. In the second part, 60 years later, the widowed wife, now played Redgrave, has a challenging relationship with her gay grandson.

Redgrave:

“We can’t be silent. Because everything we are is not to be defined and categorized. And this film is a wonderful, oceanic wave carrying us through all that shit “

Other LGBTQ-themed Redgrave roles include Oscar Wilde’s mother in Wilde (1997); Clarissa Dalloway in Mrs. Dalloway (1997); and Sonia Wick in Girl, Interrupted (1999).

Last year, she directed Sea Sorrow a documentary film about child refugees in the European migrant crisis. It was shown at the 2017 Cannes Film Festival. At 81-years-old, Redgrave has three films coming out this year.